you know that wobbly feeling you get inside when something doesnt quite feel right?
its sort of a mix of puky and anxious. i havent had this in a hot while but this morning sugar daddy left for india. i was all tough and “independent” as i jumped on my plane to arizona. i was happy + excited to be here all day.
then night hit like a big fat kick in the ribs, i havent slept without my love yet. i dont know how i ever did this before?
you know that feeling of waking up at a sleepover and forgetting where you are? i feel like that only i havent gone to bed; mommy dont likey. its at these moments when the world seems to be going on around you + youre just warped in the middle that you realize how connected you are to those you love
how a simple kiss goodnight and the familiar touch holds you together; life glue.
to be clear; i love my girls. i love this week of laxin’ with my main squeeze kym. this is just an ode to forever sleepovers. to my hubs. he is truly my rock; the simple things really are all that matters.